February 2012
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What you see is supposed to be what you're getting
I don’t see the point in not telling someone what they need to hear to learn. Maybe it’s naive of me to think that all people can be honest but live together with a certain level of civility. Is it really the only option for us to coexist like human beings that we are? Do we really need to be nice when the person is in front of us then tell other people what we don’t like about...
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A Reply to Atlas
I’ll ride the storm
Or stand my ground..
Embrace it like a lover
Or slash it like a warrior…
To free it from the confines of a steel forest
Because you see,
I may want to be taken places,
But I also want the storm to rise up
And achieve new heights.
That’s how I live… That’s how I love.
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My own (02/22/02)
ni Tuldik ng Nakalipas
Ba’t ka nakatulala?
Mata’y inaanod ng lawak ng kawalan…
Nag-iisip ka ba?
Naglalaro ang imahinasyon sa dagat ng nakalipas?
Minsa’y mangingiti
Matutulalang muli
Iiling-iling sa nakatutuwang ala-ala
Animo’y bata na nakakulong sa pahina ng buhay
Kung kailan maganda, kung kailan masaya…
Ngunit sa dahan-dahang paglipat ng pahina,
...
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So Unsexy
I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful So unloved for someone so fine I can feel so boring for someone so interesting So ignorant for someone of sound mind
Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me One forgotten phone call and I’m deflated Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me Your hand pulling away and I’m devastated
January 2012
12 posts
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I WOULD
Blind myself
Cover my ears
Cut off my tongue
Hold off the tears
Jump over the moon
Follow in blind faith
Lie on my back, in a field of flowers
Watch as the white turns red ‘til late
To keep you..
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100% Happiness
Is there such a thing? Isn’t it more logical to think that one CAN be happy MOST of the time? Then there will be disappointments, sadness, anger, apathy in between? Isn’t that more possible than aiming for happiness 100% of the time?
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Bliss
To open my eyes in the morning and see you sleeping beside me, head resting on my chest and arms around each other
To greet each other good morning without knowing the exact time of the day.
To cook breakfast at 12:00pm and eating 2 hours later
To spend the afternoon in our own separate worlds but still remain connected through occasional hugs and kisses
To go to a mall and splurge on things...
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NOT THE DOCTOR
I don’t wanna be the filler if the void is solely yours I don’t wanna be your glass of single malt whiskey Hidden in the bottom drawer and I don’t want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine Lend me some fresh air, ah I don’t wanna be adored for what I merely represent to you An’ I don’t wanna be your babysitter, you’re a very big boy now I don’t...
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IF YOU'RE REALLY HAPPY
Do you really have to announce it to the world?
Or are you trying to convince yourself that you are?
Just a thought.
December 2011
7 posts
I TRIED TO..
But I can’t give up just yet.
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And I was thinking that I was more selfish than I thought I was. That I love myself more than anyone. Right now. At this very moment. I don’t want to give up my future nor my present for anyone.
And I’m also thinking that life is more Sex in the City than Sweet Valley High. That not everything should revolve around that fleeting moment of blush and goosebumps. Sacrifices must be made...
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In the Dark
I’m in a room of total darkness
And I am afraid to move.
Goosebumps from the nightmares running through my head
Of velvet dresses, fangs and death
I scream but no voice escapes my lips
No sound produced in my throat.
I feel dainty hands slowly creeping from behind
Pulling me further into oblivion.
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Untitled
Look through the window Break the glass Hold my hand amidst the shards Bleed… Bleed. Pull me out And see the sharp edges Pierce my skin, my flesh Don’t… stop. Catch me As I fall forward While losing life’s liquid Cold… Dark.
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Tears
How long has it been? Since the last time you visited me? Did you miss me? And my heart breaking?
Why now? When everything seems, fine? When I was getting used to not seeing you? … and the feeling which decides to tag along?
Can you do me a favor? Can you stay with me instead? Don’t jump from me to another.. just stay. If you decide to visit me.. then visit JUST me.
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Mind Reader
I’m not.
So tell me.
What you want.
What you need.
Because I can feel you,
But
I’m not you.
How you think,
How you tick
So tell me.
November 2011
20 posts
Rolling in the Deep
A difficult man to love you are. I was not supposed to fall too deep. Deep enough to feel anything human.
I maintain my resolve that we had something far more than romance. But you wanted to be human. I yielded and now I’m paying the price.
A blessing in disguise. I’m reminded of what I am supposed to be for you. I shall not forget.
Dread
Without warning, this feeling of intense fear surrounded my whole being. Goosebumps. I can’t sleep. I tried. But the pictures in my head kept coming back.
Then this feeling of anticipation and stress. God, help…
I'll paraphrase:
jayarrarr:
The glint in your eye As you watch me When I don’t want Anyone Watching me — When I’m writing, And I squint — just there —
The spark in your eye As you watch me When I don’t want Anyone Watching me — When I’m waking up, And I squint — just there —
The warmth in your eye As you catch me When I don’t want Anyone Catching me — When I’m naked in clothes, And I see ...
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inspiration.
thedustdancestoo:
i could write
i could write
i could write about you forever,
or at least
until every pen in the world
ran out of ink.
——————-
And expiration.
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Them and I
To see woven dreams which are not mine An archive of aspiration not fulfilled, a library of the could-have-beens. Brings about this pang of pain. ‘Cause I am not a mystic Who is in search of the Truth of existence Nor am I a mermaid Whose flesh grants immortality I am.. A prima donna A princess A Witch A soldier Never one to be so vulnerable Never one to show insecurity To protect...
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Moving
Stuck in the middle of damnation I look straight ahead But saw curves and dead ends I started walking
With my feet leading the way, I closed my eyes The dream and passion died Still, I walk
Someone tapped Someone walked pass Someone loved While I’m walking
Bruised Bumped Pushed But I continue walking
My feet ache They’re tired, callused I need to stop But people are waiting
So still, Stuck in...
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11/11/11
I wish.
For your peace of mind.
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Move On
Hanging onto resentment is letting someone you despise live rent-free in your head.
~Ann Landers
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I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings →
The caged bird sings
with fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom.
~Maya Angelou
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Morning Episodes
Like an irritating drizzle when you are walking to work without a jacket on, the moment you enter the building, it stops.
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All Reason and No Rhyme by Joyce Sutphen : The... →
When we talked,
I used words that did not fit my mouth,
words so hard I could only gnaw at their edges,
words so small I could not taste them.
I did not desire to be edified;
I did not love simplicity as he said he did.
It was because I could not sit, with my hands folded in my lap,
head bowed, listening to a church-front voice.
I could not swallow my tongue,
could not weed out...
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Narcissism
Not everything is about you.
But you know that, don’t you?
So you create this reality
Where whatever you say is for other people’s own good
And you do what you do to protect them and not yourself
Always the selfless one, aren’t we?
You make it seem like you’re the victim
It can never be about you
Because that’s the only way you can be proud of yourself
Escapism
Here,
Nobody knows who I really am
Everything is a lie but every post is the truth
No rules to follow, no person to please.
Come join MY ride